tik tik tik tik~ *typing sound* ~

~~ dear bloggie, the main reason i blog on u today is... i feel the universe is ignoring me. ~well...it is not easy to find a rainbow when i need one.

when i think about my frens, we're all struggling in some way.... we, we are all struggling with dis life, in dis life n the only thing i knoe 4 sure is dat just when things are going well, sumting owes comes along to crap all over it... darn~

sumtimes i feel like my life is a game of Snakes & Ladders (game ular2 yg atas kertas tu, yang mo lempar dadu pastu naik turun d tangga) and i'll never land on the long ladder that takes me up to the finish bcos i keep landing on the snake's head n falling back to the beginning of the game. over and over again~~

do good things really come to those who wait? or is dat just a line? well...i have no idea.

so~~ it's been a while since i last blogged andddd......right now i am finishing up this practical thingy, anddddd now i'm thinking about................... what??? to do next??? hmm... so many things, so many confusing thoughts... hmm...hmm and hmmm..... *blurr* ~@.@~~*rolling eyes*~

soooo~~~~today i cleaned my room and packed all my things (bisuk mo pg kasi pos pg sabah :D) huhu i felt GREAT to see my not-so-many things are all in boxes oredy and now., i am just counting days to muli sabah^^

~~anddd..in the meantime i've been listening to lots of music, especially the jiwang2 songs, eww... i need to get back on track.. i dun like to feeling2 the emo-ness , nanti cepat tua ...haha *broken english* aaa biarla, sy memangpun bukan cikgu BI. saya ckgu sejarahhh ok...oleh itu, please ignore my poor grammar & my lack of vocab -_-

hm hm hmmm...okeyylaa.... i think diz mumbling is enuf oredy.... okkk gud niteee all~~ xoxo