GiveAway Pe-Patung "akuhanyasatu": echaRierie

thankies for da tag allyn ^^ ni first tyme sy join Giveaway2 yg begini.. harap2 bertuahla diri ku ini., hihi. sebab bab2 mcm ni sy mmg x prnh menang... give away ni lebih kurang macam cabutan bertuah bah kan? (sy rasa la)

seumur hidup sy, sy mmg x pernah menang cabutan bertuah -__- erghh....sy mmg ditakdirkan untuk tida bertuah kah ni? T_T uuhuk. (ni bukan entri mau minta kesian2 sama tuan punya contest arr) kakaka. sekadar luahan jiwa yang sedang berduka lara mengenangkan nasib. hahaa XD

hurmm to miss echaRierie , hihi~simple entry saja ni^^

bha sy tag ni 3 org kwn bloggers dulu untuk mengcompletekan syarat2 penyertaan :)

1. awel

2. xocahallate

3. jil jue

okay d0ne! ^^

baiklah rakyat jelita sekalian, memandangkan dan meningukkan malam sudah melabuhkan tirainya, maka patik pergi beradu dahulu okeh.. harap2 bsuk sy rajin blogging untuk sambung balik tu entri 10days challenge. -__- (yang telah sekian lama terbengkalai dan kekurangan kasih sayang daripada gue) huhuh

~vavaiiii =))

tik tik tik tik~ *typing sound* ~

~~ dear bloggie, the main reason i blog on u today is... i feel the universe is ignoring me. ~well...it is not easy to find a rainbow when i need one.

when i think about my frens, we're all struggling in some way.... we, we are all struggling with dis life, in dis life n the only thing i knoe 4 sure is dat just when things are going well, sumting owes comes along to crap all over it... darn~

sumtimes i feel like my life is a game of Snakes & Ladders (game ular2 yg atas kertas tu, yang mo lempar dadu pastu naik turun d tangga) and i'll never land on the long ladder that takes me up to the finish bcos i keep landing on the snake's head n falling back to the beginning of the game. over and over again~~

do good things really come to those who wait? or is dat just a line? well...i have no idea.

so~~ it's been a while since i last blogged andddd......right now i am finishing up this practical thingy, anddddd now i'm thinking about................... what??? to do next??? hmm... so many things, so many confusing thoughts... hmm...hmm and hmmm..... *blurr* ~@.@~~*rolling eyes*~

soooo~~~~today i cleaned my room and packed all my things (bisuk mo pg kasi pos pg sabah :D) huhu i felt GREAT to see my not-so-many things are all in boxes oredy and now., i am just counting days to muli sabah^^

~~anddd..in the meantime i've been listening to lots of music, especially the jiwang2 songs, eww... i need to get back on track.. i dun like to feeling2 the emo-ness , nanti cepat tua ...haha *broken english* aaa biarla, sy memangpun bukan cikgu BI. saya ckgu sejarahhh ok...oleh itu, please ignore my poor grammar & my lack of vocab -_-

hm hm hmmm...okeyylaa.... i think diz mumbling is enuf oredy.... okkk gud niteee all~~ xoxo

feeling nostalgic *_*

hollaaa peeps!

pheww! i am so mad cause i just wrote a really long blog post and guess wat..? i didn't save!! so frustrating! ereii~ *slapping myself* .. so, my dear bloggie.. i'm gonna give you the ringkas2 version of what i just wrote. heheh

dis morning i woke up late~ it was freezing cold (p/s: i'm having a fever T_T) n i couldn't be able to get out of my warm and cozy 'bed'. (my 'bed' = tikar. LuL)

pastu pukul 12.30 pg skolah....1.05pm-3.25pm mengajar non-stop (my mouth almost got cramps. sigh....every THURSDAY of my life here is hard as hell).

4.30-6.40 sukantara.

uhh sedih ... as i watch the students doin the sukantara, i realized that back then i actually failed to enjoy my school days , and now i feel i must get it back! ~but yes i know its impossible to go back T_T i know those days are gone and will neva come back ;(

.. i just wish i could go back to those days and do things differently...huhu...sy menyesal x aktif sukan d sekolah duluu...eee terlambat suda ni penyesalan....i want to go back in time & do evrything all over again widaut any regret! T_T .sobs..sobs~ if only time was in my hands, i wud go back to my school days. i really2 miss my school days like crazeyy...and not only my school days...i'm missing my childhood too....huhuu

i think it would be absobloodylutely awesome to turn back the time and start my life all over again...wudnt that be C00L ? ;D

EXCITED vs SEDIH

EXCITED sebab 2 minggu dari skrg, i'll end my practical ^^ no more LESSON PLAN and BBM to do....teehee~~ (untuk sementara la..nnti bila suda posting, hidup sy akan bergelumang dgn RPH & BBM) T_T huhu...nga, x apa x apa....sy ikhlas menjadi seorang cikgu cikgi....cewahh.. kunun.

SEDIH sebab sy akan meninggalkan seluruh warga SMKS3 (esp the students & guru2 SMKS3 yg sporting)..

paling sy x sabar mo kasi tinggal ialah ni RUMAH SEWA kami yg mcm sarang penagih dadah, suda la buruk, tuan rumah dia lagi lukik / kedekut (mimang pakej lengkap laini keburukan dia). pernah ba kami teda air selama 2 minggu... gara2 tu tuan rumah mo tunggu tukang paip yg minta bayaran paling murah untuk pg repair tu paip yg pecah.... buduh btul..mcm sy mo tempiling seja tu tuan rumah..nasip urg tua.. (sy anti btul sama urg yg lukik2 ni, btul2 bikin panas) walopun teda air 2 minggu, kami ada mandi juga tau aa. kami p minta derma air sana ruma sebelah...(kasi tbal muka ja ni) ee Tuhan ja yg tau betapa besarnya ke-malu-an kami semasa pg meminta air d rumah sblh....kdg2 terganggu bah tu jiran tidur...sbb dia awal ni tidur sama anak2 dia...huhu.. x apa la tu..~~pengalaman mendewasakan~~ deblang tu lagu tu kan. p/s: lagipunkami bayar jga ba tu air yg kami minta dr rumah sblh... bukan piri2 seja.. nga mengganggu kehidupan dia jga bakaye tu kan time kami p angkat2 air .... xpelah...nak x nak, itu semue dugaan yg kite kene hadapi... (hasil pembelajaran bahasa smnnjung selama 4 bulan...hahaha)

hm bsuk mo bngn awal lagiiii ....adess.... takanan ! takanan! bnyk neh krja mo buat...ingatkan d saat2 akhir praktikal, makin rileks, skali makin bizi pula....ereiii....k lah....sy berZZZzzz dulu...tata~ titiww~ tutu~